The Source Has Absolutely No Idea You Exist

You have spent your entire life trying to be seen by the divine. All of us have did. You pray, you meditate, you bargain, you weep, and things like that. You build massive temples, climb sacred mountains, and read endless scriptures, all saying in the dark to a god you hope is listening. You want comfort. You want validation. You want a cosmic parent to look down and say, "I see you, my child. Your suffering matters." Now hear this clearly and let it shatter you. The source has absolutely no idea you exist. To the ocean, there is no such thing as a wave that needs saving. The wave is nothing but ocean itself playing at being temporary. You are an imaginary boundary trying to have a conversation with the infinite. How can the absolute recognize a person, a name, a story, or a collection of anxieties, when all of those things are nothing but a passing dream? Why are we all fooling ourselves? The source does not know you. Because in the eyes of truth, you as a separate entity do not exist. Look at what you carry. You carry your past, your guilt, your virtues, and your spiritual achievements. You think your good deeds make you shine brighter to the cosmos, and your sins make you hide in the shadows. What narrow-minded stuff is that? We all are fooling ourselves. We don't need others to fool ourselves. We ourselves are enough to fool ourselves. You are not the body. You're not the mind. You are the prior, motionless, utterly, purely self-aware reality on which the universe appears like a mirage. If a mirror reflects a crowded market, does the mirror become crowded? If it reflects a desert, does it become dry? The source is that mirror. It does not look at you. It expresses as you. It cannot love you because love requires two, and there is only one. It cannot judge you because to judge you, it would have to stand apart from you. Your entire spiritual struggle is nothing but a ghost trying to catch its own reflection. You are waiting for a nod of approval from the source that is already the very light enabling your eyes to blink. Stop looking for relationship with the divine. A relationship requires a distance, and there's absolutely no distance. We have been fooled by telling that the liberation has to be attained. It's like a wave saying to another wave, "You know, only if you follow this, we'll all attain ocean," or like a fire saying, "I need to meditate in order to produce heat." Are you seeing what I'm saying? You might feel a cold shiver of terror hearing this, because the ego hates to be ignored. It would rather have a cruel god who punishes it than the universe that doesn't even notice it. The ego thrives on being important. But if you're willing to die to your identity right now, this realization is not cold. It is the ultimate freedom. Think of the relief. If the source has no idea you exist, you have no cosmic mission to fulfill. You have no destiny you can fail at. You have no cosmic debt to pay back. There is no celestial ledger tracking your thoughts. Now, this does not mean abandon your duties. I'm not saying that. Only narrow-minded people in the name of spirituality abandon their worldly duties. If your wisdom is not letting you live in the world, what wisdom are you having? If your spirituality is not letting you manage your life, what spirituality are you having? Wisdom is like the boat that allows you to cross the ocean. If your boat is not helping you cross the ocean, you don't have a boat at all. It is easy to run away to an ashram. It is easy to, in the name of spirituality, not do your duties. Only cowards do that. If you're truly spiritual, if you truly have wisdom, involve with the world. Let us all not be like a child, you know, crying over everything that life throws us. You are completely, utterly, beautifully on your own, and simultaneously, you are the whole self-aware reality. The burden of being a person falls away. You do not need to purify yourself to meet the source. How can a gold ornament purify itself to become gold? It is already gold. Whether it is shaped like a crown or ring makes no difference to the gold. Right? Your suffering exists only because you insist on being the ornament rather than the gold. You sit there waiting for liberation, as if it is a prize to be given to you by a pleased master at the end of time. Your practice, your woes, and your sudden bursts of spiritual awakening, the source is blind to all of them. You take pride in your quiet mind, your hours of meditation, and your detachment, thinking you are drawing closer to the truth. What a delusion! The absolute does not applaud your stillness, nor is it disturbed by your chaos. To the infinite sky, the passing dark storm and the passing of golden clouds are exactly the same. None of them matters. Your spiritual journey is a path walked by the shadow. When the light of true understanding rises, the shadow doesn't reach the destination. It simply ceases to be. Stop trying to reach the source. We are all fooling ourselves if we think that God will come bless us to liberate us. That is like saying the higher wave will come and bless the lower wave so that they will become ocean. The wave does not travel to find the ocean. Liberation is not an acquisition. Let us all get that right in our head first. It is the sudden, uncompromising realization that the one who wanted liberation was a myth. You are already free, utterly free. You have always been free. You are the changeless space in which the world rises and falls like bubbles in a glass of water. You are the single witness of all that is. You are forever free. Your only bondage is that you see yourself as someone else. Drop the scriptures, drop the techniques, drop the desperate need to be noticed by the cosmos. That is like a daughter trying to grab the attention of the father desperately. It doesn't matter. Father already belongs to you. You are already the self of reality. The source does not know your name because your name is a temporary label on a bottle of ocean water. Smash the bottle. The water doesn't go anywhere. It merges with the sea. Be still. Do nothing within. Externally, involve in what you have got to do. Internally, wash your hands after everything that you do. Be no one. You are not the seeker. You are not the sought. You are not the observer, the observed. You are not the worshipper. You are not the temple, the deity, and the silence that follows the prayer. Wake up to your own majesty and stop begging the universe for a glance, because you are the self-aware reality on which all those things that I just named is happening. You see, the thing with us is that we want things to make sense from the universe that doesn't make sense. That is like going to a James Bond movie and saying, "I want only romance." It doesn't work. And understand one thing very clearly. It is on you that the entire drama, world, gods, goddesses, worship, rituals, prayers, meditation techniques, all of these things are existing. And I'm not joking. If you think I'm joking, turn your mind within and see things for yourself. Then you'll understand what I'm saying. You are the self-aware reality which is the substratum of all, whether you like it or not, or believe it or not. A lot of people argue with me on this, but I do not argue and waste my time, because it just doesn't matter whether the river believes it is divine. If the river believes it is devil, ultimately it will reach ocean alone. However long the river journey might be, it might go to Europe, it might go to Africa, it might go to this side, Singapore, Malaysia, it might even go to Fiji. Wherever it goes, its final destination is ocean alone. See that you are the self-aware reality. Don't fool yourselves with the name of scriptures and religion, gods and things. I'm not saying they do not exist. They exist. They're all in the realm of mind alone. You are prior to mind. You are that on which the mind is even existing.